this yellow-white lace mass
that the sea has brought to the shore
and left----
like popcorn stuck to itself,
or a string of lace rolled up tight,
or a handful of fingerling shells pasted together,
each with a tear where something
escaped into the sea. I brought it home
out of the uncombed morning and consulted
among my books. I do not know
what to call this sharpest desire
to discover a name,
but there it is, suddenly, clearly
illustrated on the page, offering my heart
another singular
moment of happiness: to know that it is
the egg case of an ocean shell,
the whelk,
which, in its proper season,
spews forth its progeny in such
glutenous and faintly
glimmering fashion, each one
chewing and tearing itself free
while what is left rides to shore, one more
sweet-as-honey answer for the wanderer
whose tongue is agile, whose mind,
in the world's riotous plenty,
wants syntax, connections, lists,
and most of all names to set beside the multitudinous
starts, flowers, sea creatures, rocks, trees.
The egg case of the whelk
sits on my shelf in front of, as it happens, Blake.
Sometimes I dream
that everything in the world is here, in my room,
in a great closet, named and orderly,
and I am here too, in front of it,
hardly able to see for the flash and the brightness----
and sometimes I am that madcap person clapping my hands and singing;
and sometimes I am that quiet person down on my knees.
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My whelk egg case sits on the window ledge in my breakfast room, sand still
clinging to parts of it. I brought it all the way from from Florida last spring.
It is one of my most special treasures.